Ill try to be concise for y'all but it may be a short erotica.

for one year and The relationship has been good. Life isn't perfect but her and I have a kid, good sex life and connection.

Next thing you know works piling up. Stress is building tempers are getting worse and a doctor puts me on some meds. They're working super well and I start doing better but my libido flies out the door after a week

girlfriend on the other hand has been relying on me to fuck the stress away for the past year. I explained might just be the meds. We'll figure it out

It's a week later and that like I want to come. I want to fucking come but I don't feel like having sex especially with girlfriend not verbally saying it, but expressing her discontentment with body language

Fast track another week. Her lack of patience when I'm trying to figure things out. We both work so we don't have a lot of time I'm happy to be patient if it's returned.

It's now week 4 and I'm dying to come but no. I realize I'm going to need to fuck something to come not just masturbate so I I order sex doll

Amazon prime had it there day after next and it was perfect timing while she was gone cuz I was able to test it out on our bed. That's when it hit me. I thought of her walking in and walking watching me pound my fucking doll when I don't even want to touch her

Mind you I hadn't even put my dick in it yet, but the thought of just having free use with it coming in it and not having it make me feel bad when I'm not in the mood.

I'm thinking about how it was a secret. Also made my dick grow harder as I got ready to pound the shit out of my new cum dump. In a way it felt good to get back.

While my brain was fully able to comprehend that, I wasn't fucking like another girl

Other than that factor, it felt amazing was . I pulled away emotionally. If she would acknowledge the hurt that being upset and mad at me I didn't feel up to getting her off everyday.

Now by the time she gets home I'm already in bed so content as can be My dick completely drained from creampieing my toy and using the cum as lube until the end of the day

But she she'd have to either do it right beside me or not at all in her bed. The way I could still tell how badly she wanted me to fuck her is such a turn on and I think I'll run with it and get a full body doll to see how long I can hide it from her