100% true. I’m an extremely loyal husband. Always have been. And I thought I always would be. But it gets old and harder and harder to deal with. The more I treat her like a queen. I worship her. Happily eat her to multiple orgasms. Buy her gifts and flowers. And do everything she asks. But we barely fuck. When we do its missionary only and I have to cum in my hand. Even after several oral orgasms she won’t return the favor because it’s too big and “hurts her jaw” I want to be fucked by a girl hard. And up until last night I had resigned myself to satisfy myself with the occasional porn and online fun only. But last night laying in bed right beside her as she slept. I started thinking about a girl I’ve been talking to on Reddit. Who sadly I’ll never meet. But right beside my wife I masturbated for a while. And I decided I deserve better. I should be desired and find a woman willing to crave me and my cock and willing to fuck and suck me. So I’m worrying I may not be as loyal as I once was. Just gotta find a willing woman near me.Not sure what to do now..