For a long time I would “escape” into my day dreams and they actually made me really happy. They never interfered with my life in a way that negatively affected it. I was able to focus at work and things, but the minute I had spare time I’d slip into my daydreams.

Well a couple years ago I got extremely depressed and I wasn’t able to focus on them, and they slowly faded away. Maybe it’s because I’m still pretty depressed, but I haven’t had my daydreams in over a year and I’ll try at times but it just isn’t fun like it used to be. I’m scared it’s because I’m getting older, I know we tend to lose our creativity the older we get. I miss my escape. I feel like my brain is so dark now. I hate it.