Genuine kinship, friendship and connection. anything that connects us as beings with wants and needs. That is a goal, a starting point and an ultimate need I feel that I need to be satisfied in my life. And it's hard. It's hard to find something genuine, it's hard to find something worth putting effort in because the best things you have to work for. I want to be worked for. I want to feel wanted and needed and to build a connection with somebody who wants the same thing. Is that a lot to ask for. I don't know. I think it's what a lot of us want and need in our lives to feel something other than alone in the vast universe that we are in. And I have started and stopped and the need didn't go anywhere. it waited, it was in statis and now it's starting to bloom yet again. And what better time to find that connection then on a rainy day late at night trying to keep warm with a slight sounds of birds getting ready to sleep. So how about it. How about I get what I give out to the universe. I have put this effort in hopes that it finds you and it finds you well whoever you are. And I wait and I have hope and I have excitement that we are both willing to put in that effort to find beauty in kinship, in friendship and in connection.