This is my third attempt in making friends online. I mean, i managed to have a few online friends, but i felt like we are slowly losing that connection that we used to have. I dont want to lose them of course, but... yeahhh...

On my second attempt, only a few people reached out, and all of them are very interesting people. Everytime i chat with them, it feels like im too uninteresting. I have almost nothing to offer to the conversation. It almost feels like they are only chatting with me out of pity, and i dont want that.

I am sort of clingy. I used to send morning and evening messages to ppl. I even draw them awfully made doodles haha. I just want to get the same care back, but often times, they cant, and if they can, i often feel like they are too good for me. I mean, im not good at anything. What can i do to keep this interesting person invested in our convos?... i cant think of anything..

Maybe if I met people that are as uninteresting and as awkward as me, maybe i can find contentment. Maybe i can finally find a friend that i can truly vibe with. I just hope that you wouldn't go cold all of a sudden. I dislike that cuz i overthink a lot, and i might end up thinking that u just secretly hate me. If you feel down, just tell me so that i would know that you arent in the mood to talk, and if u want, u can also vent to me, that is, if u trust me enough.

About me: 20M (gayy uwu) Sort of clingy. Almost online all the time. im only offline if im busy doing school stuff. I play Dont starve, Brawl stars, Hollow knight, Cuphead, Rain world. I also play Dota 2, but I haven't played in a year due to horrible internet. I don't prefer talking through voice, but maybe if we vibe, maybe we could try it out someday haha. Im also from the Philippines.

I actually prefer discord so that i can send u pictures and doodles hahaha. It's the only way i know to start a convo 😅 but if u want reddit, then that's fine.

Age? idc haha as long you arent too young ofc. Friends are friends after all.

I hope i can see u in my dm's, dude/sis. love youuuuuu (i also say love you's a lot. Im that clingy).

I'm Coby btw. nice to meet u, fellow stranger <3.