I really don't even know what to say. I have never posted on reddit. My husband post from time to time but I can't sleep and my mind won't stop. Let me make it clear I am not looking for a man or dick pics. I have a husband and 4 boys so plenty of dicks in my life already. We relocated to MT during the pandemic because of my husband's shady business partners. I know that moving here was a must and it was not something we wanted to do but we had a lot of money invested in this. I don't know anyone here and if you ever read social media post the people here are not very welcoming. They want to say tourist are ruining thier state. I was born and raised in a small TX town so not used to the cold and the snow. We have no family here either. My husband is working constantly trying to fix the damage cause by the ex partners so just is constant working or his mind is going somewhere else. I get sex so not even trying to go there. I just feel alone and helpless, tired and worn out. We have no neighbors and are not the church going type. We have kids and with COVID-19 bars are not really my thing. I watch Tik Tok & Instagram, or News to try and not go crazy but I want to make new female friends here but am not very social to begin with. It took me having a few drinks to even have the courage to make a post here. Again please this was not a post wanting unsolicited pics and messages from random guys.