NBSFORTBI -Night breeze searches for open room to blow into

I'm not sure what to write, not because I don't know what defines me – but because I don't particularly wish to pigeonhole myself and deprive myself of otherwise potential a beautiful friendship. I had written the esoteric "night breeze searches for open room to blow into" and then realized as I was writing I didn't want to specialize into an echo chamber or a codependent relationship of two very similarly minded people. Although at the same time I don't believe that is bad and it would be very validating – especially since we are not looking for romantic interactions or intimacy and intensity are a little bit amplified.

Recently, I've been playing far too much StarCraft and my wrists and fingers hurt. I think that may be due to overwork syndrome and the posture of my chair relative to my keyboard. I'm planning to read sometime, soon. However, potentially that is procrastinator speak for never. I'm thinking about trying to get into writing music. I like to draw. My degree is in neuroscience – however, I would say my knowledge of chemistry, biology, psychology and whatever else may be vacuous at best.

I had just finished Gundam: thunderbolt, and the ending was very interesting for me. Where there is this sense of ideological poisoning where the optimism of the protagonist is altered by the words of the antagonist.

If you go through my posts, there may be an assumption you can draw about me. However briefly, as a personal defence I have a friend who… Actually friends. And whether male or female they seem distant. Although arguably with my best friend I can talk to about a lot of things. It just seems like the dynamic is of mutual rivalry. Not that I dislike it – I feel like in our youth we are earnestly trying to motivate each other to go the furthest develop as quickly as we can our best selves. And in some ways I'm not sure. I'm not sure if there's different ways were I can meet another rival who pushes me to do better. However, for the most part I'm looking for some comfort and some reassurance that I'm doing well enough. But I'm not looking for a yes-man or yes woman either.

Logistically someone to talk to you fairly frequently. Meander through conversations or even talk simply about our days. I'm hoping to build a routine, if not for myself – that for the sake of my productivity.