I was previously talking to a few people I met on here a couple of weeks ago, but after a pretty traumatic event I disappeared for a while and I'm sure they all think I ghosted them and moved on. I feel bad about it and I try my hardest not to be one of those people that ignore messages or anything because I know how hurtful that can be.

Anyway, everything really seems like it's falling apart on me lately. I'm not particularly looking to vent or ask for advice, just friendly and/or fun conversations to get me out of my own head, maybe share some music or pictures, chat on the phone or play a game together. Long term friends are preferred if we get along well.

My self esteem is pretty low lately but my previous post history does an okay job summing me up. I usually bounce between being quiet and reserved to being silly and weird. I like long, in depth conversations, asking questions and getting to know people. When you pique my curiosity I can think of a million questions to ask, so hopefully you won't mind that.

Also, I prefer Kik or Discord, so if you have that and want to jump right on a messaging app, that's cool too. Thank you anyone who read this whole post.