I only have.

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2 dreams.

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Only two

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Everything else is a goal I either work tirelessly to achieve or a goal I work diligently to achieve. Like learning spanish. Diligently. Becoming a better person? tirelessly.

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Anyway. I want to find the best friend of my dreams. The one I'm being a better person for, so that when I meet them I'm only adding positive and progressive things into their life.

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And to find the big booty lady of my dreams. I like latinas a lot. So I study spanish so I'll have more latinas to talk to. But I love. All types of ladies.

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They're both dreams because they involve people. And you can't control people. Or coerce them. You can't put a bunch of good into them and then they're your friend or you're dating. There isn't an end point on a bar, or a beginning point. They come and go as they please.

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But everything else in life? Improving at languages. Running faster. WRiting better. That. No need to put that under " I wish" or " I dream" I just do it. I wanted to get into archery. The first time I had an opportunity to buy one I did. A bow. And arrows. And I've gotten. Uh. Ok. Am I a marksman? Hell no. Can I make the stick go forward? Yes. I wanted to learn swordsmanship. What did I do? I bought a practice blade. And I practice. Am I blade god? No. do I practice. Yes. You'll notice that is a pattern with me. I don't leave the things I want to do on the table of life. So I don't have crushes anymore. If I like someone. I let them know. they ain't into it. I leave. I don't want a life of regret. I'm already regretting all the things I let myself regret.

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Ok the way I feel right now I can go on and on and on so. I won't do that.