I immediately regret the post I just did. Because I am so. I don't want to say the B word, because thats not it. I am annoyed. On my own. I'm great. There's never been any doubt about that. But when I have people I care about I enter an entirely different plane of existence. Instead of having all this energy bottled up I get to unleash it. And get inspiration for all my life's projects. Imagine. Getting inspiration from living, who would of thought?

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I miss having a homie I can actually fuck with. Go on adventures. Pushing each other to grow hire. Being the shoulder when you fall down. People read that and it probably sounds something like " he has no friends" no. That's not what I said. What I said. I miss having a homie I actually can fuck with. I have people now, but. While I boldly and cautiously march forward taking on new challenges, growing, failing, picking myself up to do it all over again every day. They have stopped their march forward, and if im being honest, I let myself stop alongside them. I'm not doing that anymore.

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I want to find someone that like myself loves the new. Loves hearing new ideas. Exploring them. Is open to new things. Loves sharing.

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You know what saying " be the friend you want" I already did that. And being my own friend is so boring, cause people really do bring less than you deserve to your table like you're not eating good from your own hands already.

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Anyway. I can easily write 20 more paragraphs and maybe would have but the sun is shining now, the rain is gone, and although I don't hate the rain, I really don't wanna mess up my stuff i'm bringing with me on todays adventure.

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Oh. I almost forgot. Anyone can message me, but in particular I'm hoping I can find someone that plays games. Not a gamer. Someone that plays games. The difference being, someone that plays games have a vibrant and interesting identity outside of simply playing games.

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If long distance ( you aren't in florida most likely) would be cool with watching stuff together and video chatting and shit.

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