I'm gathering stuff to host a gaming night. I have drinks, and snacks, and food, and fun. It will be a success, I've done this time and time again. Its just.

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I have always had a best friend. In every stage of my life I have always had a person that has been by my side I could count on. For ideas. For feedback. For practically anything. A person I could respect. And I mean. somehow there's a group of people that will read that and think " wow he has no friends! He like me fr fr" I'm not. Fr fr. What I don't have is the quality of friend, on a local level, that I can respect. Their dedication to personal growth. Towards their family, if applicable, or other friends, if applicable. THeir dedication to helping their fellow human. I don't need someone who stands for nothing, is about nothing, cares for nothing to stand at my side. That wouldn't benefit me in the slightest.

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I'm usually more silly, but I'm fucking tired and bored of dealing with lames.