OK so not quite, quite first time. I did some a tiny bit a few years ago. Sipped some tea and had a tiny trip. Nothing to write home about. But that brings me to now.

Just found out the guy I've been dating pretty much has been cheating on me the whole time. It sucks. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do about it all. But that's not why I'm here.

I kinda wanna do a little trip (.5g - 1g) to see if it helps me sort through all the big feels. Only downside is I know I'm cycling through all the things: hurt, anger, apathy, love, malice, hope, pain, etc.

I've heard multiple times mushrooms will amplify things. So should I just table this until I'm better able to have calmer emotions or ride the ride?