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heyyy hope everyone is doing better here been awhile since iāve last opened up reddit and posted to mos but i am at rock bottom! and this is the only place i can talk abt it before these thoughts go with me with having absolutely nobody in my life this is all iāve got. iāve been drunk for the last week havenāt been sober once i feel sick constantly but iām so out of it i barely care the only reason iām typing this is bc iām not blackout. i keep drinking and self harming even though i say iāll stop āthis is the last timeā or āwho cares as long as iām having funā but iām not having fun. iām sick, but i donāt think my problems are a big enough deal to actually recover from im not deserving of that kind of care. i donāt know if i will ever qualify for it.
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