I just can't fucking take it. The isolation, the false hope when I get a message every 9000 years only for nothing to change from it, the cycle continues, I'm still alone and unwanted 🖤

I just can't fucking stand it. I have my knives, they're the only things that's ever actually been here for me, to love and take care of me when nobody else on this fucking earth wants to. All I've ever wanted was love, just 1 per I can give myself to, but it seems that's too much to ask for in person on online from all the dating apps and stuff I've uselessly been searching on

I just hate it here, idk what to do or say anymore, in just empty and alone.