I’m a Spaniard young male, I’ve always been pretty horny but it wasn’t until a year ago that I started to fantasize about this threesome, back then I had a gf, and what made me think about it was that I found some old videos of her sucking her ex’s cock… At first, I felt disgusted, but as I watched more and more I got so fucking turned on by the way she was sucking him. It got to the point where I had to wake her up and have her suck me while I watched her old videos, I can tell she was embarrassed at first but also extremely turned on by the fact that I was finding consolation in her mouth while I watched her suck someone else. We talked about it and started to fantasize of having a third male join us, we had a couple tries with dating apps and websites but no luck. So we left it as that, a fantasy.

Fast forward until today and now we’re broken up, she moved to a different state but we still text and tells me she loves me (we broke up like 5 months ago); one day she snaps me and I notice her tits are bruised, I asked her what was that and she sent me a video giving head to another guy… Again, extremely turned on by it, jerked off to it a couple times and congratulated her on giving such good head, I loved seeing her with another man’s cock in her mouth. Anyways, this guy started catching feelings for her which weren’t reciprocated due to her being in love with me, they don’t talk anymore, she told me he didn’t please her in any way and I believe it. Now I’m about to travel to see her and stay for a week, we’ve talked about doing this fantasy of ours and she agreed, the other party (same guy who caught feelings) is also down for the encounter. That being said how should I navigate this? I’m extremely turned on by the idea but also a little nervous/hesitant, I’ve already set my boundaries with her (little to none) and created a safe word. I want to know how can we start it? Like how do we kick things off, any tips/ideas/advice on a situation like this? I’m sorry for the poor redaction it has been a long day, thank you for your help!