My bf (22) and I (22F) have been together for 3 years, and last week my boyfriend had, what he explained to me an extremely erotic dream of me with him and another man in bed. This was surprising to me because he is very masc, and has always been very protective of me, even when it came to another man just looking at me.

I asked about his dream and he told me. He said It was hot seeing me get multiple orgasms from him and another man, and seeing me essentially get railed by two cocks. I was a little taken aback, but didn’t think to deep as it was just a wet dream, I could tell he was nervous to tell me, and the last thing I wanted was to make him uncomfortable.

But the day he told me about his dream we went on to have sex and he was painting the picture in my head as his cock was inside of me. Telling me “ how good it would feel, and how hot I would look sucking another cock”. I got kinda into it while we were fucking. And soon he really wanted to try to act out his dream so we went onto a website where people watch you. This was both ours first time ever doibg anything like that, it was very “spur of moment “ he placed me infront of the camera and started to finger me as guys had there cocks out jerking off to me. But at the end we both did not really enjoy it, and won’t do that again.

I had a lot of questions, to how can he share me with another man,etc… but I didn’t want to shut the idea down, as I genuinely saw how hard the situation got him, and want to sexually pleasure him. I tried to look into it and it seemed like this is something that I won’t be into. Until… I came across some very explicit stories about the these couples, and how there MFM went. It was a little arousing ti read the female side of her orgasms and how she’s being penetrated from 2 parts of her body by two cocks. I started read quite a few of them. I had told my bf, and we went on to have one of the most passionate, dirty sex we’ve ever had. I would read out the stories to him and he would play with my tits while fingering me. Then would start talking about another man (all hypothetical, more so the painting a pic in each others head ) while I would be sucking on his cock hes tell me how I can be getting railed from the back (vis versa). He kept telling me how I deserve to be pleasured. How this pussy is still his, but he wants to see me reach climax over and over again.

We had fucked for 4 hours, and it was one the most intense, and closest I had felt to him. That was yesterday… and now It seems like we’re a little confused as to what to do. I never thought that I would even be aroused by the idea. But whenever I think logically about it i don’t like the idea of another man touching me, and especially finishing for another man’s cock. I’m confused and so is he. All of this has played out in the span of 2 weeks.

I would like to premise that he is not gay or bi, he wouldn’t want any action from the second male. We have spoke a bit about the topic, and we want to explore whatever this is together, if either of us start to have extreme doubts, or if the idea starts ti make either one of uncomfortable. This fantasy of his will be dropped immediately.

However, what if he does enjoy this and I don’t. I’m scared that this desire of his will just grow and knowing that I can’t be the one to fulfil this for him makes me really nervous.

Anything would help, thank you