Me and my bf hooked up with his Best friend twice MFM. It was my first time ever being with two guys and it was actually fun until the best friend started asking me questions made me a little uncomfortable and i realized this isn’t for me. One night my bf and I went to sex party -wasn’t enough people there (5) so we left drunk and horny go back to his place He askes me if he can call his friend over and I say NO! 30-45 minutes later I’m sucking my man off and the door bell rings. He yells it’s open ! He tells me to keep going. Friend walks in the room and proceeds to eat my vagina. I have a dick in my mouth I’m saying no he proceeds to keep going . I give in. In my head I’m scared and drunk realizing my bf doesn’t give a fuck about me. That was September 1 I’ve tried to avoid my bf, break up, tell him I need space. He apologized but it’s not the same. I can’t trust him. He said if I didn’t really want to do it I could’ve said stop. I don’t know what to do but I no longer can keep this inside none of my friends know- nobody but you guys . Please give me some kind of advice it’s appreciated