So my wife and I are getting close, right on the verge of having our first mfm. We're at the point where she was okay with setting up a couple dates. One guy has completely ghosted us already sadly.
Theese last weekends we have had some of the best sex ever talking about everything and seeing how we felt about it all. It seemed to be a huge relief and turn on for her knowing in the end I only want her. She was especially turned on to see me not insecure about my size (Im pretty good size above avarage) and how I like to see her stretch around her huge toy or to slowly keep adding fingers inside her to open her up. Then smile the next morning how she isn't sore and wants more.

I have also noticed a big change in how she interacts with people in public like she isn't as shy she is getting very talkative with everyone especially guys we see and almost flirty:) She seems very happy like her old self agian and I'm loving that!

But is it normal to kind of have second thoughts about going forward with all this? I'm a little worried we may have already opened Pandoras Box and I'm along for the ride... I want her to be happy so bad but mabye it's just my nerves. I have made it very clear I only want her throughout all this but need the assurance she will reciprocate and only want me even if feelings do get involved. Would love to hear aby input