Sorry for posting so many questions but this is kind of my first time fully committing to MFM so I’m just figuring things out. Just a bit of background, I’m 26F. I’ve been in a few group sex situations in the past, I have fantasized about MFMs, gangbangs, etc for a long time. Ive recently gotten out of dating and relationships to focus more on having fun and pursuing MFM and other fantasies.

That being said right now I’ve been being shared by two men. Situation is so amazing, I love it. We’ve been having regular sessions essentially as much as we can for about three months now?

My concern right now is I’ve been seeing both guys and they’re fine with that. I love being with them one on one and together. For me personally it’s very hard to separate sex and intimacy when I’m with someone and that for me really heightens the experience so I’m fine with it and really like that I’m feeling this way. That being said I’m starting to feel like a more deeper connection to them. Idk if being poly relationship wise would be something I’m into or not, but I’m willing to try it right now?

Also I’m really kind of nervous of one of the guys deciding he doesn’t want to do it anymore. If we didn’t have conflicting schedules and availability for both men was constant for me, without a single doubt in my mind I would want every single sexual encounter to be a threesome with them. Full send, I would do it every single day if I could. I’m scared if I don’t maintain the relationship or if I don’t give one guy enough attention or get too clingy is one of them going to leave, should I maybe try polyamory and try to make this a permanent thing with them? If someone out there in this sub is in a relationship like that please give me some input.

Sorry for posting so many questions, just right now this level of mfm is relatively new to me and its a bit hard to find people who have been in similar situations