My wife is dominant sexually, and I'm submissive. I love submitting to her, and over the past few years, I've realized that I get a huge thrill out of NOT exercising any of the sexual privileges conventionally attached to masculinity. At this point, my penis doesn't touch my wife at all, unless she is interested. I don't ask for any sexual favors at all. I provide sexual service to her on demand, and for some reason I feel extra wonderful when she does not reciprocate at all afterward, and simply dismisses me.

Plus I'm bisexual and enjoy being on the receiving side of most penetrative acts. And I have oral and cum fetishes.

So when I seek out erotic content, an awful lot of what I find is oriented around feminization and sissification. But that isn't me at all! I don't want to be feminine. Femininity is power, in our world. That's the opposite of me. Traditional masculinity is a kind of power, which I have forsaken, sexually. I want no part of it. I want to be the opposite of that, but not in the sense that feminine is the opposite of masculine. I'm not feminine. I'm emasculated. Emasculated, submissive, beta, happy.

Do I belong here?