Hello, I’m Evie F28. And I consider myself to be an LG or a sub/brat most of the time. I’ve been with my Daddy dom for 7 years. He would only be as involved to meet you and know you as a person that I know.

I had a traumatic childhood while being raised by my mom. I suffered physical and emotional abuse from her. While she has tried to change, my body and mind simply don’t trust her any longer. The problem is that when I go through a life stage or an event good or bad, she doesn’t know how or try to support me. She’ll flip it to being about her self and I often find myself crying for a mom I don’t have.

I often find my self trying to befriend older women, but the dynamic is always slightly awkward as she has friends her own age and she will consider me to be a bit immature for her friend group. In the past I realized that I tended to gravitate towards “mom” friends who like taking care of others but they were my age and our friendship would appear one sided or unhealthy at times and I’m learning how to redefined my relationship with friends so that we’re more balanced.

I’ve come to the decision I want to try finding an older mommy dom that is willing to explore a nonsexual relationship with me as her lg. at times I do age regress but until I’m more comfortable I’ll probably stay as my actual age. I am late diagnosed for ADHD and Autism.

I don’t want this to sound one sided especially without the sexual aspect. But I am imagining being able to set up boundaries with each other and being able to maybe hug and cuddle. And sharing our lives in a way that a mom and adult daughter might do. We can have movie nights, coffee dates, and dinner dates. Basically I’m trying to adopt a mom I guess and I figured BDSM is a great place for this strange request. We can fully lay out what this looks like so that both people are comfortable. A mentor doesn’t sound like what I’m looking for because it lacks the emotional intimacy I’m looking for I think.

TLDR: I don’t have a great relationship with my mom and I’m looking for a platonic mommy/little relationship to fill the void of needing a mom at my older age. I want to be able to give what I can for the mommy dom as well without asking too much.

Please ask me any questions you have!