i have anxiety, depression, possible ptsd, possible ocd, and i experience paranoid ideation and intense mood fluctuations and i’ve had a particularly intense period of depression. here’s what im noticing so far on my first mali experience, while alone, which is not recommended usually from what ive seen. could be placebo but:

• dread is gone, im not euphoric but this feeling of low level dread that i have a lot has dissipated and i just feel “normal”
• i feel level. like not motivated to do anything specific but kind of fine which honestly is an improvement
• rumination/intrusive thinking has gone way down -mild tingling that’s pretty nice
• sexual fantasing feels more awesome i haven’t masturbated though (yet lol)