TLDR; I did 3g of Mkat one night and 0.7g of MDMA the other. I'm stupid. I'm trying to understand what to expect now.

I know I shouldn't have done so much. I was in a low point and poorly chose to indulge in drugs alone since my family isn't in town. I have a great relationship with everyone but I happened to be alone and this happened in me trying to get more and more high (like an idiot).

I planned on doing MDMA. But the dealer made a fool out of me. He gave me Mkat which I failed to check while buying (he's been a trusted guy). He says he needs till next day to replace it. Here's where I started to fuck up.

I decided fuck it let's do this instead and skip MDMA. I ended up snorting lines from 11pm till 9am. 3g. But I believe it's not good quality at all. As I see posts claiming this is an extremely high dosage.

Now I should have slept. And I was about to try. EXACTLY then the dealer arrives at my doorstep with MDMA! And that's where I fucked up again.

My brain turned hedonistic. I wanted to just do it vs thinking about the impact.

I did about 0.7g (crystal form). Snorted lines from noon till 4am. I was flying! And nose and throat fucked ofcourse.

TMI but I spent most of the time watching Supermassive porn and jerking off. It felt amazing but in retrospect it's feeling very sad.

And then came the anxiety, gas, burry vision, high heart beat and feeling cold / hot alternatively.

That's where I found this subreddit and few more who really helped me consult myself. So thank you so much people. You really avoided a panick attack.

It's clear - I shouldn't have done this. I did not want to. I just was chasing the high. - I don't seem to have anything critical like Serotonin syndrome. My close friend is a doctor and confirmed it. - I really need sleep but nothing is working. Need to solve this!

Now it's been 50hrs I'm awake. I'm constantly in bed, taking vitamins and what not.

I want to know what should I brace myself for? I see people having MDMA downers for just a day. I also don't have any hallucinations, paranoia etc. but will they come and other things become worse?

I'm probably overthinking but I see so many comments suggesting MDMA is often sold as Meth. Did my dealer fool me again?

Thank you!