Last night, I took mdma for the first time in almost a year. An old friend came to catch up, but he had quite literally a q of it on him, give or take. Anyways last night, he busted up what I thought was a normal dose, I wasn't watching. But he eyeballed it and then dropped half into some water for me.

Like an idiot, I took the dose, not realizing this was like at least twice the size of what was necessary. For a while, I felt really good, but this is the first time I literally could not control my eye movements at all.

Anyways after about an hour, we both ended up going back to my place like way earlier than planned because we were too high to be in public like very visibly fucked up. Soon I started to overheat and I actually did have a pretty high fever.

After sitting outside severely underdressed for the cold weather and downing A LOT of water, I started to feel better. Thankfully, it ended there because I was actually starting to get concerned that I wouldn't be able to bring down my temperature and actually be in a medical emergency.

The bottom line is to scale your shit. Always scale your shit, whether you get it from an old friend or the neighborhood plug. Always test your shit. Always be aware of what you're putting into your body.

I might have been very lucky last night, and I'm definitely never taking mdma ever again.