Rolled at a rave for the 2nd time yesterday. Had the time of my life. I took 170 first dose, topped up maybe 3 hours later with the same amount which was probably a little too much but holy shit I was high. The rave ended at 5am but I still could have easily gone for another 2 hours at least.

The music kept getting more and more intense as the night went on, and I know it wasn't just the drugs making me perceive it that way because other people said the same thing, even those not high. It was insane.

The only thing I can think is how insane of a feeling it is, it's like being 6 years old again going to an amusement park for the time of your life, but x100. It's just unfathomable how good one can feel.

Currently next day I'm mourning the feeling, both saddened by how fleeting it is and that I won't be able to experience it again for some months (I space them out).

24hrs later my ears are still ringing. Not a high pitched tinnitus sound, but more like constant radio static. I think I should probably start using hearing protection at these things