Hi everyone,

So me(35m) and partner (33f) tried MDMA this year for the first time. We both fell in love with it, but we also fell in love again. It was at a festival and it was the most amazing time we had in years.

We got pills that had about 130mg of MDMA in it, tested. So since it was our first time, we started with 1/4th of a pill. Felt nothing so an hour I took about just a little more than a quarter again. When that kicked in, it was one of the best feelings ever. We eventually did 1/4th again, which lasted us till te end of the night. So we both stayed under 1pill for the night.

So about 6 weeks later we went to a festival again, and since our first time was amazing we wanted to try again. (I am now a ware of the 3 month rule, but I see friends doing it more often and still enjoy it).

The 2nd time around I started with half a pill, of course I felt something but not the same euphoric/happy state I had the time beofre. I redosed a couple hours in with another half, which again felt great but not euphoric again.

We had a blast of course and I read it's not always the same. So I been thinking about it, what went wrong and I got a couple questions.

1. Could it be the break wasn't long enough? Since I didn't experience the bliss as first time this could be the case, however I read/see people reaching that with less break in between.
2. Could it be that we redosed too late 2nd time? So in our 1st time we started easy with a 1/4 but redosed earlier. 2nd time initial dose was 1/2 but redose was later.
3. I read a lot here that people say initial dose is very important, however most people around me dose lower but more frequent. So like 1/4 or 1/2 of a pill at 3 or 4 moments. Anybody with experience what both methods, what do you prefer? (This seems the regular in my social circle btw, so I am really wondering is thats good considering harm reduction)
4. See above, but how harmful is a 3rd dose really? Cause as stated above people I tend to go with, do multiple small doses in one evening.

So in a couple weeks we go to a party again (6 weeks break again). So I am looking for some advice on my dosage. We have the same pills again. P.S. I am about 70kg in wheight, GF is about 60kg.

Dosage advice: I am thinking next time I start with 3/4th of a pill and then a redose of a half 90 mins after it comes up? This is about 100mg initial dose, with a redose of about 65. Or maybe start with 1 pill and than redose a half. But since I don't have a lot of experience I am cautious for taking too much.

Thaknks for reading all this!

Btw. I know the 3 month rule is the adivce to follow. So we will do a big pause to next festival season wich is about 6/7 months. But next party is with some family, and I didn't want to miss out having the experience with them.