26F For the past two times I've done MDMA, always with others on the same dose we usually do for a solid roll - I have been the only one to not react. I get all the physical sensations, the gurn, the heavy feeling, massive pupils and I am WIRED. But I don't get the loving, euphoric, 'up' feeling in my brain at all. I'm totally normal in my brain.

This has been the past 2 times now, and everyone else is up and fine but me. I try doing more and even then, just deepens the physical effects.

I am suffering with super bad depression this year and some major hormonal issues, I am on no medication but these supplements;

• Omega 3 EPA DHA oil
• iodine
• milk thistle
• heart and liver supplements
• antihistamines
• vitamin d
• magnesium glycinate

Pls help. I only do MDMA about 2 times a year, one at my bday and one at NYE and it is my absolute fav.