Yesterday my roll was pretty shit, even though it was my highest starting dose yet.

I had a fairly hard come up but no peak whatsoever. At first I tried to blame it on the pill, but the math wasn’t mathing.

Looking back, all my best rolls were the ones that were spaced apart for at least 2 months. These were the first 5 rolls. They were all spaced 3 months apart except for one time where it was just 2 months.

This year however I kept thinking “breaking the 3 month rule once will be fine” resulting in me having done xtc 6 times in this year alone. The first being in January (that was the 5th roll that went really well). After that I rolled 6 weeks later on Feb 24th. Then, April 14th, 1st of June and 25th of June. After 8 weeks I did it again yesterday (August 18th).

I know the rule is about 3-4 times per year so I definitely overdid it. I’m planning on waiting at least until december while also supplementing with NAC. However, I wonder if this is enough time to heal and if it’s enough to get the “magic” back.

My only reason for taking xtc is the euphoria because I have enough energy on my own and I’m always social anyway. That mental high is what I’m after. So I’m also not interested in other drugs.

So, how long should I wait until my next roll to get it to be worth it? :)