ive done mdma 3 times and never felt the euphoria. the first two times i did it i was 17 and the last time i was 18, i didnt test it either. i know this is really stupid and i was - and still am - way too young and should’ve tested it but it’s in the past now so telling me that i shouldn’t have done it won’t change the fact that i did. im just looking for an answer. the first time i just felt a little different, my jaw locked, and my pupils were very dilated. the second time i felt nothing but the friend i did it with said she felt intense euphoria and music sounded amazing, as if her whole body was having an orgasm. the most recent time i definitely felt it, lights had trails behind them, i kept grinding my teeth without noticing, my pupils were extremely dilated, but there was no euphoria. it was a very intense feeling but not a feeling of happiness, on the come up i had extreme anxiety and didn’t want to be around anyone. once that passed, i just felt ‘different’ but not happy. my friend and i did it together in my room hoping it would be a good bonding experience but neither of us felt euphoria or any strong emotions, just a feeling that “everything was okay.”honestly we were both just bored and kept hitting the cart hoping to feel it more which kinda worked but still, no euphoria, just intense come up anxiety for both of us. the anxiety was bad too, i would close my eyes and feel better for a bit then get anxious again so id open my eyes then feel better for a bit then get anxious again etc… i tried listening to music thinking it would sound amazing but every time i reached the halfway point of a song my anxiety would come back. was it not enough? was it bad product? the plug said it was the best batch they had but ofc they would say that. any idea?