So I'm originally from Hong Kong and South Korea (24M). In both places, it's socially unacceptable to just even do psychedelics or weed. And you know what, they love people who do coke cos it's a sign of wealth. Asians are just obsessed with money. So one day when I was drunk I accidentally disclosed my experience with lsd and mdma with my group of friends and they were like if you don't get rid of those drugs we can't be friends anymore. And the irony is that they actually drink a lot. Like 3 of them can finish 5 bottles of whisky a night lol. No matter how much I explain with scientific research about occasion use of mdma and lsd might actually be beneficial and I'm definitely not a drug addict (I only do drugs once or twice a month), and I don't even do hard shits like meth or heroin. The way they responded and treated me made me doubted myself even more and it really hurts me mentally. I have been growing up with self doubt since I was a gay and it was also socially not acceptable back at the times, so it kinda reminds me of my childhood trauma of being a gay at school. I'm just so done with life. They made me so sad that I wanna keep on doing more and more drugs coz they're gonna think in the same way anyway. I'm not even sure if I'm looking for advice or not, just here to burst the frustration out of my head. Thank you for reading I hope u all doing good :)