Hi!

In the past year I've abused MDMA. Here is my report of that. https://www.reddit.com/r/MDMA/s/yaQtLrIJrP I've waited 3 months and 1 week after the last roll. Took NAC 1.2g 1 month and 600mg for 2 months. The break from NAC was 7-8 days.

I tried rolling, here is my trip report. It was written when high, so don't pay attention to any mistakes.

21:27 140mg

21:50 primaryt mild anxiety with some view shimmers. Cat at home. Worrying that going to leave him without attention.

22:00 mollygonewild post. Mild sexual tension, still controlling what I'm doing. Just starting. Thinking that going to be a good night. Wanting to chat and react to other people's stories.

22.20 feel like coming up, i'm drifting away to the pleasure land. Still thinking is this is it? Given my last year's mdma abuse, don't know if I lost my magic. Nevertheless feels good. Time melts. But pleasure in chest just very mild when breathing out

22:38 dose another 100mg. Walking very easy, limbs are light. Want to sway to music, but no high euphoria. Just contentnes.

22:50 May as well be a product, cause I have a little bit of jaw tension, but just slightly and only a mild eye rolling, can still type with both eyes😃

22:58 and here it is, fading memory, but very pleasant, feels like coming up and the eye rolling is here.,

23:10 Euphoria sometimes comes and goes, it's stronger than my last roll, but still northing comparing all roles except the last one

23:14. Had the strangest moment, was thinking about marriage, and then there is old woman tellig me about marriage. Didn't know at the time whether is becahse of 'mdma, but my spotify was on pause and instagram had sound on reels. Prob just zoned out

23:30 come up has ended, casual zoning out. Preparing to go to club to try to catch some society.

23:40 walking and being outside is nice

00:20. At the club. I seem fine, coming down, ordered a cocktail. Don't feel a need to dose, bacause nothing good will happen. Sweating much.

01:00 was completely sober, no big depression when coming down.

Would appreciate your input. G.E. whether you recovered from similar situations or not?

No big mood swings away from MDMA. Casual mental health.