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Hello all. I recently got my hands on some 98% pure Dutch moonrocks.
It was the first time I had rolled in years, and I’m wondering if I went a little over board. I’m 37 now and the last time I rolled was 23.
I took .240 mg total at 165 lbs with an initial dose of .100 orally followed by snorting 3 .047 mg lines.
I had a very good mild smooth roll that was very pleasant, and could have even taken a nap on it. There was no unpleasant side effects of dirty speedy feelings or creepy comedown at all. It was very relaxing in fact and I just chilled out and listened to music and enjoyed feeling of great empathy and love and good vibes. It honestly did not feel Iike I went over board at all. No comedown and was able to go to sleep easily.
The next few days I didn’t experience any negative comedown except maybe feeliiing slightly blue in the evenings the next 3 nights, but nothing serious at all.
Now about a week later I have been experiencing strange head pressure (which I have always dealt with) as I have an autoimmune condition and depression. This roll was the happiest I had felt in a long time and it lasted around 6 hours.
Something just feels off though. I don’t feel the same enjoyment I normally feel listening to music and my appetite has been way down. (I’ve had these bouts of depression before mainly during the onset of winter. Also, I feel very fatigued and have been sleeping more during the day.
I’ve been taking benzos recently as well for the week or so leading up to the roll (klonopin) but was alternating days so not to get dependent.
Taking a benzo alleviates these feelings for the most part except for the head pressure.
So do you think I’ve damaged myself in any way? I would think the great purity of the MDMA I got would have reduced any negative effects.
The last time I rolled I was young and dumb and kept redosing multiple time multiple nights in a row (23 then) (37 now). That time I know the Molly wasn’t as pure as I was tweaking my ass off and jawing followed by two days later of the worst depression of my life. I had attended a festival and we just kept doing more and more.
Do you think I harmed myself? I really wasn’t feeling much off the oral dose so that’s why i opted to snort. When I broke down the crystals it turned into a white powder that barely burned at all. After snorting that’s when I started feeling the great feelings of empathy love and forgiveness as well as music sounding amazing.
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