Spent the weekend at Beyond Wonderland for my girlfriends birthday, we only roll at festivals with about a 3-4 month break in between each. Our pact for Beyond was to get very fucked up because birthday. I normally take 5htp, NAC, magnesium and some other supplements to make my rolls as easy as possible.

Early in the day my girlfriend got a little nauseous and decided to take it a little slower and go wild for day 2. I started day 1 with some 2cb nasally , then on the comedown around 4:30pm I took 100mg of crystal MDMA, I didn’t eat and was on nac for months prior to so my roll started coming up very fast, an hour or so later I thought I was peaking and took my second dose. I had 2 bags in my pocket, my original dose was planned to be 160 mg’s of 100mg’s of MDMA and 60mg’s of MDA. Somehow I grabbed the wrong cap out of the wrong bag just trying to sort through it in the dark, I intend to grab another one 100mg dose to keep it chill with my gf. Oopsie. I had eaten pretty much nothing for 4-6 hours before and the cap started acting fast.

This is when I realized that I wasnt even peaking off the first 100mg’s yet, that NAC shit really works and my roll just kept going up and up. The MDA and MDMA mix started to hit afterwards and man I was fucked up. I have never rolled so hard before, pure euphoria and danced my ass off for hours, eventually just went non verbal overwhelmed with euphoria. Then I just started to be irresponsible and took 3 more 100mg caps and a 50mg cap. By the end of the night I was getting flashes of euphoria but not a whole roll anymore by 3am. I did have a panic attack near the end of the day because the stage for sara landrys set was so packed and agressive we literally couldnt move to get out and were getting shoved in every direction. Regardless of that though I had a lot of fun. I was happy with how well I was functioning off the initial high dose, once I realized my mistake I was pretty worried I’d be completely inebriated but all was well.

Day 2 again being an idiot and wanting to roll hard with my lady we each took a blue punisher (300mg split in half, we both had one half taken at 7pm and the next at 9pm) then a 100mg cap each at 11:00 and another 100mg cap each at 12:00. We had a very energetic and fun roll with tons of euphoria and great sex after. I’m surprised I even rolled after the previous day. My roll definitely didn’t last as long as the day prior and after the initial dose more ended up coming in waves but was generally pretty enjoyable. Insane closed eye visuals while going to bed but I fell asleep like a baby.

The only real negative from this experience was it taking me almost an hour to pee coming back home day 1. At the fest I had no problem but once we got to our airbnb it fucking sucked.

Now the day after I feel generally good, kind of just my normal self maybe a little slower. I think our vitamin packs helped with that a lot alongside our 5htp and NAC use in the off season.

Would I do that much again? Probably not. Did I have fun, fuck yeah. I already know I was irresponsible and shouldn’t have done that much but everyone needs one binge and we were celebrating so I was full party brain. I think next time just a blue punisher a day and some 2cb will be just fine for me