!BAD ENGLISH! So i had a Phase i my life where i gave a shit about absoloutly everything. Basically not just a Phase. It was from my year 0 to year 17… Bad Grades, started taking a lot of speed and rolled here and there. Then there was a turning point where i was high as fuck on weed and very depressed laying in my bed, skipping School. I watched youtube and then there was one of those Videos telling you that you can change your life. I watched it and i would say that exact Moment was the turning Point of my life. Adjusted my nutrition, went Running, meditation all that stuff. Ended up Finishing my Highscool Diploma with very good Grades. Atm i am a carpenter trainee. Its absolutly not easy for me especially because of the Social aspect wich you Are forced to confront… but its getting better. So now new years eve is right around the corner and i really wanna do mdma again. (23M 79kg.) thinking about 125mg twice. My Concern just is that this will kick me into downwoard spiral again. Do you think i am overthinking or would you suggest to deffenetly stay away from m due to my past. When i took m back then i just took two 150mg pills without really hydrating myself and stuff. This time i would Drink ton of whater take 5htp and a bezo for a good sleep After.