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EDIT: Well... not sure what I was expecting. But... huh. I guess not this. I guess I wanted people to say a nice thing or say bye rather than just be forgotten about slowly, but I guess I am left with neither, and my memory as "benefit1970" by this community, it seems, will be as a sniveling juvenile "drama queen" that I wouldn't want representing my actual self in any way, shape or form.

I am extraordinarily thankful for my time at MCNSA, but I am more thankful that my actions reflect upon an Internet handle and not an actual person, for that person would seem kind of like a self important dick, and that's not at all how I'd like to be remembered by any group of people anywhere, let alone those I like and respect.

EDITED A YEAR LATER (seriously): This benefit guy kinda sounds like a douche :-)