Ever since I got this terrible disease my life has become a complete nightmare. There are so many horrible things that have happened to me over the last few years. There is nothing I can say or do to make other people understand what I am going through. The pain from Lyme disease is bad enough but the lack of understanding from other people makes this even harder to go through. Most of the time I don't even know what to say anymore. I end up repeating myself because no one is listening.

the craziest thing of all is that some people refuse to believe I have a physical health condition despite numerous positive Lyme tests and multiple symtoms that are obvious signs of this disease. I haven't found any real help or support. People have abused me and mistreated me when I asked for help with things. I get treated like a child who doesn't know what they are talking about. My heart feels so broken from being treated this way.

I am in so much pain everyday and I am expected to deal with all of this pain alone. I never thought my life could turn into such a living hell. I never thought I would be abandoned by others and left to suffer with this pain alone. Sometimes it is hard to believe all the awful things that have happened to me. Everyday is anorher nightmare.