Hope it's okay to share this here. I was abused, and didn't tell anyone. And I had been using mugwort to help my dreams. And it led to me going to the hospital cause I was afraid feeling as if I was in a nightmare and could NOT WAKE MYSELF UP.

Now I've been labeled a word I do not appreciate and it follows me to every doctor.

I guess part of me wanted a better outcome and it more scared me than anything.

There are things I believe I learned from it, but also kinda wish there was a safer way to enter that state of thinking for more controlled time frames to learn more.

Anyone have thoughts or care to comment or message me, or if you've ever felt stuck in one as well.