Specially lately I've been noticing that I'm dreaming but when I notice it my behaviour turns weird, perhaps like a kind of ego death? When I wake up, I wonder why I didn't explore the dream or turned out so erratic. Usually what happens is some of the following:

1. I just stop being interested on the dream and wake up. I had a dream where after I noticed I was dreaming I just lied down wherever I was. I usually do It, I have a dream, I notice I'm dreaming, and without a single though I just lie down.

2. I wake up inside of the dream, making me think I just woke up from the dream while actually I'm still dreaming

3. I go into a kind of hipnagogic state, where I'm doing something and suddenly I hallucinate very vividly.

4. I seek in an erratic way sexual fullfilment which never ends in a good dream.

I feel I don't have any capability of maneuvering the dream as I notice I'm dreaming.