Fuck those aren't words I thought I'd be saying so close after returning from my break. But they are words I have to say.

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To be completely honest I am not totally in the right head space right now. Personal issues have derailed me significantly namely the death of important people in my life that I thought I would get over but to be quite frank I haven't, not even a little. I've seen many people go out in my time and if this is the end I sure as hell don't want to of gone out like them. But this ain't the end of me forever, not by a stretch - well I hope at least it isn't the end. I hope I can come back some day when I'm mentally fit to contribute productively but the shitty truth of the matter is i'm not ready, fit or able right now. I don't know when I'll be back, I don't know if I've been back all I do know is that the last One and a half years have been the best damn time I've had, all my love to everyone on the discord (yes even you all at Cassius gun xoxo) you are what made LLR so fun for me and I wouldnt trade the time I spent on there for anything.

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A few thank you's are in order I guess - to Legion. RyRy, Hawk, Random, Aurum thanks for letting my dumb arse join your faction I know it isn't easy keeping up with my thought process but I hope I made sense most of the time. You are seriously some of the coolest fucking guys I know and it's been a privilege to be able to create as much stuff as we have done together and I hope to do sometime in the future.

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To Stevolution, my boys. Thank you for your unwavering support and help over the last year and a bit. I would not of been nearly as good without your help and love. Steve, TooRare i love you fucks so god damn much I can't put it into words that will do it justice, same goes for vacant, sima, nick and nick (with an E??????) god knows im a dumb cunt more than im a smart cunt, thanks for dealing with me in my dumb cunt moments, lord knows there were many and numerous.

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Thanks LLR for putting up with my shit in general, I hope I made you dry chuckle, made you want to beat the shit out of me and most importantly made you enjoy being part of this server.

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Alofa tele atu,

Big uce out xx

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Love ya'll.