Guys as a bi guy who's never been in a real relationship with a guy. I must say this man i met and have been talking to has my heart fluttering. Even mentioning him now i get all hard and bashful and dreamy like.

The kicker we havent even hooked up. We've talked a few times last night we literally just talked in my car for a little bit because he wanted to see me after the gym. This man told me i was perfect the way i was (that was an automatic jock drop) lmao. I'm chubby so def appreciated being appreciated.

I think things may be turning for the better i kno my status per prep but he asked for an updated status check which I'll be getting today. Possible fireworks Any way i just wanted to share my new found joy...could this possibly be the L word and no not Lust i def know that, but this feels different really different like head in the clouds different.