Hey sooo… my boyfriend got into the school of his dreams and I’m so happy for him. He cut his hair today at my moms salon and told me that he’d move next week. I’m honestly really scared and don’t know how to handle it.

I’ve read that we should take and discuss what to do now but we’ve never really been ones to talk about the deep relationship stuff. I feel like I could really need it though.

Im ace so we’ve never had sex and it’s frightening that maybe other couples have a deeper more… idk real relationship than us. What if the bond we have isn’t enough? I love him so much and can honestly see myself spending the rest of my life with him but…

I tried to hint that I wanted to talk a bit but he’s crap at picking up signals (trust me I spend 6 years flirting before I took the first step and he had no idea I had romantic feelings for him) so that was a bust.

Now he’s moving away and he’s currently living out on the country side with his grandma so it’s not that easy to just meet up with him before he moves.