This coming February is my SO and I's 2nd Anniversary, (21M/23F) and from the looks of it we'll be unable to see each other. I've been hyping myself up for it these past few months, and making plans, but because of our circumstances its likely going to be nothing. This isn't the first time I've had to call off a visit, either.

Its so frustrating, stressful, and is taking a huge toll on an already fragile mental state. I don't know how to cope with it. Its so much easier when you have a date to fixate on, and tell yourself you'll be there, but when that all evaporates into uncertainty each day becomes so much more exhausting. It'd also be easier to work through if we could communicate more frequently, but for a number of reason that too is difficult...

I could use some reassurance, I guess. Some consolation. Someone to convince me this isn't the end of the world... because I'm sure there are those of you who've been in my shoes and felt the same way...

Please. :(