Ok. I posted a awhile ago about my relationship. It got taken down. I've been in a LD relationship for about 3-4 years now. I hate the LD so much. I cry over it at night daily. I have insecurities, which I shouldn't be have me no reason too. I love this man with all my heart. Nothing I wouldn't do for him. Nothing. I find him very attractive, caring, amazing, he's everything to me. My birthday is coming up and I know it's not his but I want to do something amazing to show him how much I really care. But I need DM on what to do?? He's on here as well. Can't give everything away. I really not into my birthday for me anyway. Weird I know but that's me. I'm only going to be in his city for a night. Then moving back to my hometown which is only about 2-3 hrs from him. Ugh again distance. But he has always been there for me no matter what. Thru all my crazy psychopathic crap I put him thru. Sometimes I think he deserves better. If anyone wants to give suggestions please DM me.