I just don’t know what to do at this point. I’m going on about two solid weeks with this flare up and it’s 118 heat index where I’m located. I’m blessed for having sustainable businesses that can somewhat run on their own, but I do need to be there from time to time and deal with customers, builders, employees, hr, etc. but I need to be out there now and this heat and flare up don’t mix!

This flare up has been the worse by far, since Friday night I’ve been worried to the point of just laying on my left side on floor all day because chest hurts so bad(Monday) to today I do feel better, fatigue, brain fog, headaches, the normal that we deal with daily. Since the chest has hurt I told everyone no calls, no stress, just daily task.

I wouldn’t say I’m financially stable but I would say that I have enough and can get by, I hope! That’s where the title comes into play. This one scared me, I’m questioning if I should continue and just deal with these as they come and deal with my builders/customers as I have, which we know isn’t where we once were. I’m a firm believer in everything happens for a reason and a man of faith. I’ve done some soul searching these countless hours laid up and I’m seriously considering selling out and just accepting this horrible reality that this may be life as I know it now, get a job that understands or start another business that I wouldn’t have to be in the elements or there as much as I am now, which isn’t a whole lot to be honest but it’s concrete and epoxy flooring which is dusty and physical as could be.