I don't have a question. I just need to tell reddit something.

I LOVE living alone. I am 42 year old female who had a rough childhood, toxic relationships, worked a camp job for 8 years where I had to live with coworkers for a week at a time, and, I also played roommate roulette with strangers until I was finally able to get my own apartment.

I cried tears of RELIEF and JOY and I still do even though it has been a year of loving alone in my own place.

I am.in therapy and I learned I have cptsd but I am happy and healing.

I LOVE LIVING ALONE. I PRAISE THE LORD EVERYDAY AND I AM NOT EVEN RELIGIOUS. IT IS HANDS DOWN THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. I AM HEALING. I AM INTERESTED IN MY HOBBIES AGAIN. MY NERVOUS SYSTEM ISN'T CONSTANTLY TRIGGERED. I DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM YELLING. THERE AREN'T WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW GRATEFUL AND RELIEVED I AM