So I just got my new place after having a toxic situation with my family and I'm grateful to be able to be out by working two jobs. But on the flip side I'm depressed, I'm anxious and scared of living by myself. Every little noise scars me and makes me jump. :( I lived by myself before but today I don't feel as brave as I once did 😕 I'm not sure why. Maybe because I had a boyfriend with me and now I dont. Idk he was toxic too so we are no longer together. I'm unsure of how to feel brave again living on my own so I want to be reminded of its benefits. Also how do I make living alone so comfortable that I never want to give it up? I'm tired of having flaky people come stay with me or me come stay with them and then I'm back on my own again :(

Sorry if my post is to much to read. And mods I hope I'm not breaking any rules..I'm just looking for guidance