Should I risk it all to see my long distance boyfriend?

I 23F have been dating my boyfriend (M26) for a year and 10 months. We met on hinge and started dating about two months we met. He’s not from canada (where I live) but he moved in 2018 for school. Last year September he decided to move back home (Jamaica) because his visa was about to expire and but also he financially stable back home as his family has a business and it’s very successful. We’ve been doing long distance since last year so the last time I seen him in person was last year.

So we made plan for me to go visit him in person this month and I was planning to stay with him for about two months and even though I knew my parents would never approve I still made the plans telling myself even if they say no I’ll still go. My parents met him 6 months into our relationship and honestly it went great they didn’t seem to have any problem with him. Anyway the point of the story is that I’m leaving to go to Jamaica on Monday even though my parent said no but I already brought the ticket and everything but I’m wondering if it worth the risk to take because I know when I came back my relationship with my parents well mainly my relationship with mom will not be the same and she’ll probably be mad at me forever, but also my boyfriend literally been preparing so much for me to come and his family is waiting for me to come so I can meet them for the first time and he even booked a romantic getaway during Christmas so I don’t wanna waste his time and money but I don’t know what to do

Im gonna go either way because we’re very serious about each other and I’m tired of my mom doubting us even though she doesn’t know anything about us or our relationship. I just need advice on how I should go about this because I’m gonna either way. Also it’s my first time travelling alone but I have to learn eventually