For the record I am an 18M now but most of the story is gonna cover when I was 15.

For the last 3 years I have been dealing with coping and healing from a traumatic SH borderline SA experience, and I have isolated myself from the world for about 2.5 of those years. Long story short I met this dude I called a friend since he was the first student I got along with when starting at that school. He turned out to be gay, I rejected him since im hetero, he wouldn't take no for no and you can kinda trace the dots, outcome was I left school before finishing Grade 10 and never went to school again due to having intense ptsd like symptoms for a long time.

3 years on, I'm looking for jobs, mainly in retail due to my lack of grade 10 completion, but every place I have applied to, even the same ones multiple times turn me down again and again without any sort of feedback or whatnot. I have gained lots of weight in isolation due to stress eating and it's difficult to go to a gym since I can't drive solo yet and I live 20 minutes away from the closet one but I have started exercising regularly a couple weeks ago.

So to sum up, I didn't finish school, I can't get the most minimum wage jobs, I'm unhealthy and I don't know what to do.

Any advice helps.