Recently i’ve been thinking a lot about my future. I’m currently a freshman at a university studying marketing for my bachelor’s degree. I live on campus and now i realize how expensive college and living alone in general is. I have a lease signed for the next school year at an apartment for $1200 and i’m thinking now that there’s no way i can afford that ontop of buying all my stuff. I’m freaking out. I’ve considered maybe thinking about moving back home for a few months until i’ve saved enough to move out on my own, my parents house is about 40 minutes from campus, but it’s such a toxic household and i don’t know how i’d survive moving back in. All my friends and everyone i know at this school are all living in apartments and i think me moving home would also limit how much i get to hangout with them. I also have a boyfriend that is getting an apartment as well and I’ll just feel so left out. I’d definitely not be good for my mental or should i try and push past it for a few months so i don’t go broke. Any advice helps