I (20M) recently moved out of my parents house about a month ago, into a house with my two best friends. I had a good life at home just wanted more freedom and to experience life without my parents there daily. I quite frequently will go back to my parents house to visit with them and see my dog, mainly my dog lol. I’m a frequent marijuana smoker but only at night once I’m settled in at home after work or running errands. I don’t smoke to “escape” or because I’m depressed or sad, just do it because I enjoy it.

That was just a little context of my life over the last couple weeks. My main issue is, I don’t feel happy in life but I don’t feel depressed. I just recently went from a sales associate at my job to a store manager in about 7 months so my work life is great. I come home everyday to my two best friends, a nice pc gaming setup, a pool table, basically anything I’m interested in I have access to it at our house. So you’d think that life is great, and don’t get me wrong life is great but something is clearly missing. I always feel down, or like I’m doing something wrong. I never can just sit down and smile and think “wow I’m in a great place rn”. I just don’t understand why, I’m very lost tbh, I don’t know if I need other hobbies, if somehow my job is the problem, if I need a SO, nothing makes sense to me, I feel I should be happy go lucky but I’m not and I’m just wondering if anyone else feels this way or has before and can help me out in any way. Thanks for reading, I know it was all over the place.